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SHIMINHello. My name is SHIMIN.:D! Give me presents! On 10JUNE :D I study in NYJC, haha.:D I love everyone!:D And I'M CRAZY!?!? :D
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SHIMINHello. My name is SHIMIN.:D! Give me presents! On 10JUNE :D I study in NYJC, haha.:D I love everyone!:D And I'M CRAZY!?!? :D
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Saturday, January 5
right now,i really do nt know wat to do. even though i noe blogging out=telling the whole world. i still feels lik doing so. i need a place to let my feelings out,becos i noe,if i were to continue to stuff my feelings within me. i will go crazy. i tot i will be ok.but still, i cant take it. i think its me who cause this. i hate myself for asking too much. i admit.i was very much affected by wat he told me. the more i noe,the more it ruin the trust i had in you. but still, i wanted to know. i cause myself to be in this situation. also,i hate myself for being a coward. theres so much to say,so much to do. but i jus dun hav the courage. i lik to insert my thinking into u. but then i realise.it was wrong. right now, im really afraid to look at the future. deep inside, i know i still have tt tiny hope. wanting to save everything. but it seems so impossible. yea.i noe im silly. i wanted to be mature and to let go. but i jus cant. i wasnt as strong as wat i tot. yes, im upset. and after a night, i finally broke down. im sorry tt i lie. im nt ok. but i do nt hate u. i do nt regret. i thank u for everything. this is the first relationship im serious in after i've changed. i've learn alot. you make me grow up. you let me realise my wrongs. am i to let go, or to hold on? Saturday, January 05, 2008
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