Profile

SHIMIN
Hello. My name is SHIMIN.:D!
Give me presents! On 10JUNE :D
I study in NYJC, haha.:D
I love everyone!:D
And I'M CRAZY!?!? :D

Music

Your music code here! =)

please don't go away
Tuesday, November 30

Im sorry baby:(
wha the hell is wrong with me!
Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Monday, June 21

So so tired.

so much had happen in just a few weeks.
I feel like its the worst june holiday i ever had.
its like what i fear for the longest time had really came true.

my mood too, have been going down down down...
and its affecting my studies :(
nth i read goes into my mind and the amount of stress here and there is killing me.
im breaking down

sometimes, i feel that i can hardly breathe.
crying is my only way to destress because some burden just aint meant to be shared.
indeed, i've gone out of control a couple of times already.

sigh, i really don't know what lies in the future.
and if this goes on, i doubt i can even graduate smoothly.
mid year is already gone.....

thats what im feeling now.
FEAR


dun worry, im just trying to vent my emotions.
I know i have to hang on.
I know i got to.
Monday, June 21, 2010

Thursday, June 10

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :D

Thank you everyone who made it so awesome and heartwarming.
LOVE <3
Thursday, June 10, 2010

Saturday, May 22

DAMN F. PISSED NOW!

Given tt kind of attitude of yours, what makes you think that ppl would like talking to you!
Dun wanna ppl to treat you in that manner den stop treating others like that too.

At first its all those small stuff so i put up with you.
in fact i still pity you at times.
but with whatever you said last night, GONE CASE!

tts not the way you ask for an answer.
IN FACT YOU ARE JUST ADDING ON TO MY ALREADY VERY ANNOYED WITH YOU MOOD.


YOU THINK IM THE ONLY ONE DECIDING TO TELL YOU OR NOT IS IT.
IF I CAN I WILL I TELL YOU!

AND THREATENING DOESNT WORK ON LAO NIANG OKAY.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
DAMN IT!
Saturday, May 22, 2010

Tuesday, May 18

Damn freaking tired.
I dunno why too.

sometimes I wonder whats up there in my mind.
HAH!
just a short update, miss me ppl:D

gonna chion bio essays tmr, file check!
bio mock paper 3 = kill me >.<


BYE EARTH,
IM GONNA BLACK OUT.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Monday, May 3

HELLO EARTH

friday was dinner with my laopos:D
think i damn suay.
guess what.
first, i wave to ade trying to tell her where we were sitting.
in the end the two guys beside her thought i was waving to them.
they must have thought that im crazy.so malu.

then, while we were chatting in kfc,
suddenly got this npcc guy came over and said his fren wanna know me.
seriously i was stunned lor.
in the end the six of us did nth and just stare.
guess he got abit paiseh so he ran off without saying anything.
lol. we were like wow. come and go.

and then we conclude that tt day is my lan tao hua day.
lol.
if only its mr just-move-over
i confirm give my number.
LOL!
joking la.

advanced mothers' day dinner was awesome:D
love my family.
make my think of my grandma whom had already pass away.
i realise i've never wish her happy mothers' day before.
tts human isnt it.
too many things to regret.

and so, i better treat my mummy good:D:D:D
where should i bring her to this coming sunday!
help me think of some nice and cheap place.

but before that i hope i can recover from my discomfort.
poor tummy feeling very weird ever since this morning.
oh nooooo. whats wrong with me >.<

school tmr.
hope that i can bump into ahem.
heh heh.
:D:D:D
Monday, May 03, 2010

Thursday, April 22

today, i realise how weak i am.

actually i can hardly open my eyes while typing this post.
earlier on, i cried for hours silently inside my room.
nothing big happen today actually, but i just suddenly feel this overwheming sorrow within me and I feel that I need to cry out.
and so, I did.
perhaps i've bottled up too much.
perhaps im too use to keeping things to myself thinking that i can handle.
but who knows, all of a sudden i'll erupt.


to my horror, mummy caught me in action >.<
din know how to react cos i seldom let her see this side of me.
so yeah, while she comfort me i kept silent and tried to hold back everything.
ya dah ya dah blah blah blah.


I think my heart is too weak to handle what im facing now.
so, I NEED TO GET STRONGER.
give me some STRENGTH!


I think i need a getaway soon:D
Thursday, April 22, 2010

Chitchat!


Free shoutbox @ ShoutMix


.


Affiliates

♥Ade
♥alvin
♥andrew
♥#26awMAMA
♥bixia
♥chantel
♥chenAN
♥Eliana
♥Fion
♥fred
♥GGH
♥GhimChoon
♥melFOO
♥Mireen
♥xiaohUii
♥velda
♥weiqing
♥HLC
♥PrefectorialBoard
♥4E1



Layout by 16thday
Resources One Two Three